As Time Goes By...

Okay, okay, okay. I know allright? Over two months (TWO MONTHS!) since I've had anything to say. Okay, thats a fib (I do that sometimes) I've had plenty to say but I've just been too bloody busy to say it.

There's a lot to catch up on. For a start I've changed jobs, changed houses, very almost changed states (give me five minutes further down the road and I would have) and well I've pretty much changed lives. I've gone in one foul swoop (do I have that terminology right? Cause it wasn't foul at all, it was the most blissful enjoyable swoop I've ever had, not that I've done a lot of swooping when it comes down to it) Anyway, in one swoop I went from being blissfully happy to um....even more so. I kid you not.

Strike up the band, wave the flags, let the balloons fly and throw some streamers please. This is big news. For a start nice boy who was mentioned below and I are now loved up, shacked up and well any other up you can think off. (keeping mind out of gutter if possible - lines ran through my mind as I typed that too but I'm refraining - this being the new mature me and all)

I'll blog about it soon, (it will definently be labelled under "the serious stuff") but in the interim just know that all that talk I had about love before, (and lets face it, Ive rambled about it) well I was right in way. I was right to wait for the good stuff, and I was right in that once I knew, just 'KNEW' that it was right, then that would be it for me.

And here I am.

Still drinking a wine, still typing into a laptop but so over the moon that at times I pinch myself to check its real (not really, I just sometimes still drink too much wine, wake up with a hangover then I know its not a dream) Actually even with a hangover Im still blissfully happy. (actually he might dispute that, but I do recall laying pitifully on a friends lounge recently thinking how lucky I was in a weird sort of way)

I've said before that life has a funny way of sorting itself out. Sometimes you get what you want, sometimes you get what you need......and sometimes........just once in a lifetime maybe....you strike it lucky and you get both.

I'm careful not to take it for granted, and I amaze myself daily when I realise just how different my life is to what it was just six short months ago. It was good then, a good life. Now I have a sensational one.

I keep thinking of the word content. Because thats what I am right now. I have everything I could want and need. What I have right now in this moment makes me happy. Nothing more and nothing less. Im finally in the right place, at the right time, with the right person.

Love is indeed grand, and I'm so so glad I discovered that.